what can you do besides writing a note for it
friend is a lovely word when you say it
now friend and old friend i am more liking or use to the idea of a new friend
cause things is better talk to to the right one , sometimes its worser when you talk to the one that suppose to know you well ,knew you for long time ,
and you find out even she/he don`t get it ,then what . turn out i would rather tell things to therapist,or random one you get alone well with